NEW BLOG!!

September 18, 2009 at 12:18 pm (Uncategorized)

YES, i changed my blog.. AGAIN. Here is the new one: http://amandacjy.livejournal.com/

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Movie Insane

September 7, 2009 at 1:28 pm (Uncategorized)

I haven’t updated my blog in a very very long time because you know, there’s another thing i like to call: FACEBOOK.

Yes, whether we admit it or not, facebook has infiltrated our lives causing some of us to abandon our blogs due to the fact that we don’t want to type long posts anymore, instead we replace it with the short and sweet facebook status: ‘OMG I SAW THE JONAS BROTHERS IN S’PORE!’ for example.

But I still love my blog, though i probably won’t update it that often.

Anyways, on with my point of today, as you can see in the title. I kind of want to go watch a few movies lately — The Proposal, G-force and The Time Traveller’s Wife… but nobody is free. It’s so hard to grab people to watch movies.

Man, it will be so sad watching it ALONE. I feel like a pathetic idiot in the middle of the theatre.

Now i feel like I’m whining. ‘Cause those who know me will know i won’t be happy unless the person who goes and watches the movie with me is THAT person.

Okay, i’m whining.

It’s hard i guess, but who ever said love was easy.

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LitUp Singapore Story: Love Letters

August 23, 2009 at 12:10 pm (Uncategorized)

This is pure fiction okay?

I didn’t go for the erm.. romantic version. I went for a depressed side.. as usual. Haha.

Here it goes then:

Dear Dad,

It has been a long time since I saw you. I miss you everyday, yet sometimes I don’t, and it makes me feel funny. It’s like nowadays, you don’t even exist anymore, not in my heart or in my mind.

Do you remember when I was five and you took me to the beach? I recall it was a lovely bright sunny day, with white clouds scattered across bright blue skies. Everyone was happy, there were no arguments, no quarrels, just hours of pure joy. I remember running around and kicking sand into the air, mum was pursing her lips in annoyance, but you didn’t care. You sat back and took it all in, your laughter flying over the waves. As much as I wanted it to, this vision of happiness and joy did not last, the skies opened and let loose a frigid downpour. I remember mum grabbing the hand of my brother and pulled him along towards the shelters nearby. I turned and was about to run after them when suddenly, you grabbed my arm. I looked at you but you weren’t looking at me, you were looking at the dark ominous clouds in the sky. When your gaze finally locked onto mine, you said something I would never forget: “Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain.”

Of course, I was at that time too young to understand the meaning of your sentence, but you said with such reverence that I knew that I should not question it. I did catch a cold after that day and it led to another quarrel between you and mum.

You always had a knack for dishing out philosophical phrases. It may not be perfect, but you should spend hours and hours staring into blank space, trying to invent more and more of them. I do miss the sight of you sitting in that old rocking chair by the window.

As much as mum tries to hide it, I know she has started crying again recently. The days crawl by slowly and the day we have been dreading draws nearer. Everyone has withdrawn into their own private shells, silent and unmoving. Why is it that, on that day, you were at the traffic junction at that time? Could you have avoided it all, if I hadn’t stopped you and demanded a raise in my allowance? It hurts to think about it. Even now, the tears have started their long relentless flow down my face again.

But, as painful as it is, I know I have to move on. This will be my last letter to you. Maybe you will read it, maybe you won’t. Have my past letters even reached you? Are you really in heaven, as so many people say? This are the questions that linger in my mind, but they will have to go unanswered.

From your loving daughter,

Alexandra

P.S. I love you dad.

So, what do you think??

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I’m on HIGH

August 23, 2009 at 11:39 am (Uncategorized)

P-A-R-T-Y PARTTTYY!!!

haha, yes, i am delirious and on high.

The only bad thing about this is that i can’t share it online. … that’s tooo bad then.

may i emphasise that this is a short post because i’m just too high to type?

Okay, byeeeee

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Okay, this is too cute for comfort

August 21, 2009 at 12:49 pm (Uncategorized)

Haha OMG

Haha OMG

KITTYY!!

KITTYY!!

Kitty in Sweater

Kitty in Sweater

Sooooo adorable right???? haha.

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Checklist

August 15, 2009 at 1:53 pm (Uncategorized)

Okay

-TERM TESTs COMING UP. (Check)

-Still er.. confused about hmmm.. someone. (Check)

-Haven’t studied for some subjects. (I hate myself for doing this but check.)

-Just did all the E.MATH TYS questions related to those chapters tested in term test. (Check. And it gave me a headache.)

-Now I’m cracking open my biology textbook. (Check. Okay, technically I’m on the computer right now but it’s open at least)

-Just wished ms pou a happy birthday, and tweeted about it. (Check)

-Looked at my horoscope. It sucks. (Check)

-Just realised i have no idea how to continue this list. (Check)

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Great. Awesome. Fantastic.

August 12, 2009 at 12:47 pm (Uncategorized)

Okay, I am so totally kidding. It’s not what it’s described above. I highly doubt I was sane when I typed that. Anyway, I for my sake, need to give up over you-know-who. By definition of you-know-who, some would know. How they know is another matter… I just realised that it just won’t work out. Cuz i suspect he’s not over it. I wish i could just rant on and on but it’s a public blog which people read.. so NO.

I don’t know. I can’t think clearly, school is suffocating. Someone just suddenly treated me nicely today, and i appreciate that she’s talking to me again but i don’t know how long it will last. But then again, my horoscope said that the little argument or issue between me and a friend would be over today and I should do anything to get ‘closure’.

I just realised something, that to achieve that first thing i mentioned, it would take a LOT of will power. Haiz.

But, it would most likely distract me from my education. …SO I HAVE TO BUCK UP AND BE TOUGH!

Bet you are laughing right now. I don’t exactly look tough dooo i??

YAY! Today we were asked to leave that excercise court thing near the bus stop because we were making too much noise. Never thought I’d be a hooligan someday…haha. But we were having soo much fun! I mean like, if they don’t expect us to hang out there, don’t expect us to hang out at northpoint, at fast food restaurants, then WHERE are we supposed to hang out at?? The toilet??

My wireless connection is stinking slow. Urgh.

Hmmmm… I need to study for the Linear Law test tomorrow, it’s surprisingly easily.. (I ACTUALLY PASSED 2 OF MY A.MATH TESTS RECENTLY!!!!!!!!) Haha, i just had to add that. It’s a miracle jump from getting 3/25’s.

NYAA was excellent LOL. We played insane frisbee before we headed over to the hockey court (actually the parade square -.-) and played/watched our friends play. We were like screaming and shit and of course attracted the attention of some sec 4 people who were like WTH?

Gotta study. Gotta study. Will disappear now…….

TTFN =)

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ME? A tutor?

August 6, 2009 at 1:40 pm (Uncategorized)

YES, I admit. I did tutor Xishan Primary School students today. In English.

I feel a bit bad, like I didn’t do enough for them. They have got their oral exam next week and we have only gone through so little today!!!

There was like two seperate tables. One being the ‘loud’ group and one being the ‘quiet’ group. Guess which one I’m in???

Duh. The ‘Quiet’ group of course.

But there was this super adorable kid there. Dhabitah and I predicted he was the future ‘hot guy’. If you actually looked at him and at those eyes. I swear any one would melt. (And in the case of the future: GIRLS will melt.) His voice was so gentle and sweet.

They were all so shy and quiet and it was sooo hard trying to get them to talk. That’s what is worrying me for their PSLE Oral Examinations. Argh, I feel so bad.

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I feel like ranting a bit here, so skip this bit if you hate people whining:

I don’t get why is it so hard to like someone. You spend hours thinking: “Does he like me or not?” and it just drives you insane at some point. You’re thinking: “I don’t need a man to prove that I’m worthy or some shit.” but you just don’t want to let go. Bloody hell. Not to mention school piling up like crap. Term tests, End of Year Exams. DO WE HAVE A LIFE OR NOT??

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Whew.  Glad I got that off my chest.

So, tomorrow’s NDP Parade for our school! Good luck to everyone and to Mr. Parade Commander (who I know is extremely nervous)!! You will do well! Love the G.O.H (Guard of Honour, not Guest of Honour)!!

Happy Birthday to Sin Yee as well! =)

TTFN

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The Secret is Out

August 4, 2009 at 1:50 pm (Uncategorized)

Crap. Now people know. Well, at least more than one knows now. Crap. Crap. Crap.

Here’s what happened:

The first person knew somewhat all along. But she could never prove it. Until like.. yesterday.

The second person knew since like.. forever. But only because it slipped out once.

The third person found out through my facial expressions. Am I THAT predictable? Or maybe she’s just really perceptive. Cause she was the only one who found out via that way.

The fourth person took a littllle while, but she got it in the end.

So, it’s out. The truth.

“What is it?” you may ask…but i will never tell. Muahahahaha!

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Today, yet another NDP rehearsal. It’s way better and the parade was awesome =))))

Great job guys. It’s really horrible to stand for that long so we must encourage them!!

Haha. Those who know.. as mentioned above.. will know why. Man, I am so predictable.

I gotta attack my Chemistry homework.

TTFN

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Urgh.. Life

July 31, 2009 at 11:46 am (Uncategorized)

Woah. School  has been insane lately and it’s all because i ‘supposedly’ had H1N1. I just escaped from school for 4 days and when I come back. It’s basically what we call Hell on Earth.

I missed a total of like.. 10 tests. FOR FOUR DAYS???? It’s like we don’t have a life anymore. We’re just mere mortals you know? Not mindless robot machines who’s mission all day is to complete the required homework and revision. Sometimes, we just need breaks.

So, today there was the NDP performance. To be perfectly honest here, it wasn’t what you would call very awesome. I know because of the whole H1N1 pandemic crap that everything was a teensy bit last minute and the performances were a bit rushed up. But at least there should be more performances.. everything takes about 30 mins ONLY? How can this be? Last year was better. (I better stop this before someone kills me.)

It’s been long since I updated. But, I hope I have fully recovered. (The thing about fainting at the MRT on tuesday still haunts me..) I shall be back to face hell…

TTFN

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